"Come to me." i plead.
Smiling at me ,...it remains briefly silent.
"I will in due time." it replies.

Bourne Supreme

'Bourne Supremacy' is a worthy sequel to 'Bourne Identity'. I have friends who complain it just isn't as good, and that it's boring. I had Lord Ragavendra, sitting on my right muttering " Boring sial"...atleast 3 times during the course of the movie! Well...i personally felt it was far more exciting than anything the 'The Village' or 'Collateral' could muster. I very much look forward to the final movie in the trilogy.

Equinox...New Asia Bar,...what else can i say...Great Place to be! Strings had to be pulled to get Lord Ragavendra in...but he certainly "Burnt" the dance floor while he was there! Haw Haw Haw!

Football today was good...Unfortunately, the absence of Archangel'Gronkjaer' meant a certain lack of "creativity"... "cutting edge" and "free flowing" football. Moments of brilliance were scarce without our inspirational winger...I am sure the Clan would agree with me on this..Haw Haw Haw!

Shortly after,..i received sad news that a friend's dad had passed away due to an unnatural cause... It suddenly hit me ...and once again i was made to realise how fragile one's life is. One moment it's there....and the next moment.....it's taken away just like that...and then it's gone...forever.

Me and a couple of the members of the clan played football at Hall 2 today....It wasn't long before we had to shift to the SRC cause the court was booked for games...But i lost interest, left my mates ...and am now back in Ragavendra's room. I am feeling depressed again... and i can't seem to shake the feeling.

I have been thinking of her all afternoon..and i haven't stopped since... The sky is grey,..and as wonderful as it is to play football in this climate,...it just makes me feel more gloomy...Hopefully i feel much better by tommorow.

I smiled at it...as it smiled at me.

Someone was such a big disappointment today! When will that person ever learn? It's not like i did not make an effort to warn that person! Some people just refuse to listen..and they fail to realise their mistakes till it's too late... It's just too fuckin bad..

Once again depression sets in....

Where are you sweety,..when i need you?

Arsenal lead 4-3! I think i am gonna go and kill myself!!

Boro lead by 3 goals to 2 !!! COME ON BORO!!!

1-2! Cygan screws it up!!! HAW HAW HAW!!! Come on Boro...1 more!

1-1! Thank you so fucking much Job! 1 more now...sink the wanking cunts!!

Arsenal making me sick in the stomach...AGAIN!

No Olympic medal for Singapore...How disappointing...

These past few days...i have been having strange dreams...Each time in the last 3 days i woke up feeling pretty uneasy. If these dreams are meant to tell me something about myself , my destiny..or anything at all,..then i am pretty uncertain... Anyway i can't seem to remember anything from my dreams now.

I find myself posting less and less recently...Perhaps this will lead me to altogether cease posting at all eventually...i do not know.

The Inception Of The Clan Of Ragavendra

Never shall the year 2 scumbags ever be given the license to organise football,...cause they are completely incapable of organising anything without messing it up! If you are year 2, and you belong to this particular group of imbeciles,...and you're reading this....well stop reading! Me and the Clan of Ragavendra were royally pissed by today's events...(a special note to Cheeky,..i'm sorry to lump you with the year 2 imbeciles responsible for today's unfortunate incident,....but nonetheless you are still a fuckhead...haw haw!)

Anyway,..matters were not helped much, when me and the rest of the Clan of Ragavendra led by lord Ragavendra himself, turned up at the SRC in the evening for our usual game of football with the seniors,...only to find a grand total of 8 people there! Simply marvellous! After a short session of the most uninspiring, most 'complete waste of time' of football in eons,... we departed...with great disappointment, that a day which held so much promise was reduced to 4 hours of 'Tai Ti' and some 'wank' football!

Alien Vs Predator

WARNING!! EXTREME CAUTION ADVISED approaching anywhere this awful awful movie that completely stains the legacy of the Aliens and Predator franchises respectively. What's bad? Well.....EVERYTHING...just EVERYTHING! Easily the worst movie i've seen this year(move over Punisher). ...what more could we expect from a director who makes Joel Schumacher look like fuckin Martin Scorsese.( Ok..that's a bit over the top) Well you have been warned...so do yourselves a favour and spend your last dollars on 'Garfield' or something...(well maybe not)

Death Is Not The End

When you're sad and when you're lonely
And you haven't got a friend
Just remember that death is not the end
And all that you held sacred
Falls down and does not mend
Just remember that death is not the end
Not the end, not the end
Just remember that death is not the end
When you're standing on the crossroads
That you cannot comprehend
Just remember that death is not the end
And all your dreams have vanished
And you don't know what's up the bend
Just remember that death is not the end
Not the end, not the end
Just remember that death is not the end
When the storm clouds gather round you
And heavy rains descend
Just remember that death is not the end
And there's no-one there to comfort you
With a helping hand to lend
Just remember that death is not the end
Not the end, not the end
Just remember that death is not the end
For the tree of life is growing
Where the spirit never dies
And the bright light of salvation
Up in dark and empty skies
When the cities are on fire
With the burning flesh of men
Just remember that death is not the end
When you search in vain to find
Some law-abiding citizen
Just remember that death is not the end
Not the end, not the end
Just remember that death is not the end
Not the end, not the end
Just remember that death is not the end

Lyrics: Nick Cave
Artiste: Nick Cave And The Bad Seeds
Album: Murder Ballads

Ok ok...united lost yesterday...and YES... i haven't updated ...Viera isn't going to madrid after all....sigh! @%^*%!!!!

Arsenal are making me sick in the stomach... cheating cockney cunts!!!

Chelsea Vs Manchester United

WE ARE GONNA CRUSH THOSE BLUE FUCKS!

The Village

Decent movie,...but just drags in certain parts. But it certainly has its moments... But 'Unbreakable' remains my favourite Shyamalan movie yet. Shyamalan will definitely have to come up with something more original for his next project,... rather than utilising gimmicks (mostly the same old) that are fast running out of steam. Otherwise,...he will simply be branded a 'one trick pony'. One can throw countless criticisms at the film,...but the photography at times was responsible for several spellbindingly beautiful images that still resonate in my head. But i guess its fair to say that 'The Village' certainly doesn't cater for a mass audience...and if not for all the initial hype and the 'brand' of Shyamalan,..would have potentially bombed at the box office.

The Day Cheeky's Bottle Died

It wasn't that long ago....a few months ago perhaps.... a cool Monday evening...when Cheeky's Nike water bottle met a cruel end. As he and i strolled along Nanyang Drive, Cheeky juggled with his bottle like a pro from the Moscow circus. Suddenly, in one moment of madness,the bottle fell from his grasp and across the road. The bottle was in great danger of being crushed by dozens of vehicles that packed the street. Cheeky tried everything he could to save it, putting in immense effort(a slow lethargic jog)...but it was too little... too late... A passing cab mercilessly ran over the bottle and crushed the life out of it. No words could describe Cheeky's emotions at that moment.His forlorn facial expression told the entire story.

Today, the crushed remnants of the bottle sits majestically on my book shelf.

As i looked out the window,...i saw it staring right back at me...

Tales In My Head 3

Lord Velsen sat at his table typing away...Perhaps the only remedy to his current state of depression. He knew not what to type,...nor was he certain the exact purpose of what he was intending to create. The keyboard was his 'paintbrush' and with it he proceeded to weave a 'masterpiece' on his 'canvas' that was the computer.

Lord Velsen was a broken man,... his fiance ,the Countess Erima, had left him. He wished for her to back with him,... so that they could be together again. He wished to bring back the wonderful times they shared,...the lovely moments of magnificence that only she was capable of providing. Alas, the Countess Erima, was firm in her decison. Her reasons were honourable. She felt they weren't meant to be together, that they had too many differences that prove to be obstacles rather than complementing one another. She felt Lord Velsen had his last chance,..and she was not willing to give him another...In her defence, she did provide Lord Velsen with little opportunities to prove himself,... something which Lord Velsen failed to take..and when he realised his folly,..it was already too late..they were gone. Countess Erima felt that greater good came out of them being seperated.

Lord Velsen though knew that they were meant to be together..that this was just a test. And this wasnt a test he intended to fail. He knew his love for the Countess was strong and pure. He knew that their differences could be compromised..that with a strong will, all obstacles could be overcome. His only wish was for the Countess to accept him ,..and to give him that one 'Big' chance to rectify their broken relationship.The question remained...Will she?

To be Continued...

Bad Movie On TV

'American Werewolf In Paris' was just on channel i...What an abomination! It's movies like this that pours insult on the horror genre,... let alone werewolf flicks! It's a fuckin disgrace! What's even more disgusting is how inferior it is to the original 'American Werefolf In London' which is a dynamite movie! It oozes class,..and it's a pity this 'sequel' doesn't do a good job of replicating the standards set in that film... It's a good thing i was doing something else while watching it,..or i swear i would have fallen asleep!

Helped Vikram shift into his new room... Dhino was there to provide the best possible help he could ofcourse,... choosing to carry the lightest of loads! ...Typical of him. When we finally got to his room,..we find a 'Top 10' there who's just moved in to become his room mate... Well i would like to take this opportunity to wish Archangell the best of luck...haw haw haw!

Had fast food for the first time in more 2 months,..and as good as it was,..i can't say i've missed anything. Well,..another day passes,..and its hard to believe that the second week of school has just passed ... Time just seems to breeze by when you're not staying in hall.

Days may come and go...but fond memories still remain and those will never go away..

Love Is Crazy And Irrational

Tulip - "You came after me."

Jesse- "I had to. People like you an' me don't find each other too often in this damn world. Please come with me Tulip."

Tulip- " No, no, that's not fair.
You haven't the right to say that to me. And you KNOW IT.... You'll hurt me again, you'll break another promise, you'll...
Can't you see it makes no sense for me to come with you...!"

Jesse- "Oh Tulip, ofcourse it don't. What we have ain't born of reason or logic 'cause love never is. It's stupid an' crazy an' irrational, 'cause it comes from in here(hands on his chest), an' that is one thing that never makes no sense.
But i do know i have got to change a little, if this macho bullshit you talked about is gonna keep gettin' in the way.
We don't gotta just accept the way things are.Just like we don't gotta let ourselves be lessened by death or any other damn thing. Just like we don't need no God to shape the world for us.
We can make our lives the way we want them or we ain't worth nothing.
Now take my hand an i swear i'll love you 'til the goddamn stars go out."

Tulip-" You're... crying."

Jesse-" I guess i must be learning."

Taken from Preacher # 66

VIEIRA GONE!!

HAW HAW HAW HAW!! Best piece of news i have heard in weeks...not enough to get me out of depression mode,..but simply great for providing just that one moment of absolute delight. Arsene "Wanker" not signing a contract extension would provide another,..haw haw haw!


Save Me
I feel my wings have broken in your hands,
I feel the words unspoken inside...
And they pull you under,
And I will give you anything you want, oh
You are all I wanted,
All my dreams are fallin’ down,
Crawlin’ around and around and around...

Somebody save me,
Let your warm hands break right through it,
Somebody save me,
I don’t care how you do it, just
Stay, stay
C’mon, I’ve been waiting for you

I see the world has folded in your heart,
I feel the waves crash down inside,
And they pull me under,
And, I would give you anything you want, oh
You are all I wanted,
All my dreams have fallen down,
Crawling around and around and around...

Somebody save me,
Let your warm hands break right through it,
Somebody save me,
I don’t care how you do it, just
Stay, stay
C’mon, I’ve been waiting for you,

All my dreams are on the ground,
Crawling around and around and around...

Somebody saave me,
Let your warm hands break right through,
Somebody saave me,
I don’t care how you do it,
Just stay (stay with me)
I made this whole world shine for you...
Just stay, stay
C'mon, I’m still waiting for you

Lyrics & Song : Remy Zero

Ginger Prince Quits

Paul Scholes decides to quit international football... England will miss you...but hey, atleast there is no chance of you coming back injured from an international game anymore...haw haw haw..

Had my first maths tutorial today, and i had no idea what the guy was going on about. He was getting on my nerves half the time. I can honestly say he isn't fit to teach the subject! The only redeeming thing about him was a true life experience he shared with us halfway through that stirred my emtions a bit. One thing was clear..he is way better at telling stories than tutoring! Other than that school was pretty routine...nothing much interesting happened,... packed canteen,...cheeky coming late to school..the usual... Unless ofcourse cheeky going for his tutorial qualifies as unusual.



It's Been Awhile
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!

And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorryAnd it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry

Lyrics & Song : Staind

Down In A Hole

Bury Me Softly In This Womb
I Give This Part Of Me For You
Sand Rains Down And Here I Sit
Holding Rare Flowers
In A Tomb.....In Bloom

Down In A Hole And I Don't Know
If I Can Be Saved
See My Heart I Decorate It
Like A Grave
You Don't Understand Who They
Thought I Was Supposed To Be
Look At Me Now A ManWho
Won't Let Himself Be

Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul
Down In A Hole, Losin' Control
I'd Like To Fly
But My Wings Have Been So Denied

Down In A Hole And They've Put All
The Stones In Their Place
I've Eaten The Sun So My Tongue
Has Been Burned Of The Taste
I Have Been Guilty
Of Kicking Myself In The Teeth
I Will Speak No More
Of My Feelings Beneath

Oh I Want To Be Inside Of You

Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul
Down In A Hole, Feelin' So Small
Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul
Down In A Hole, Out Of Control

I'd Like To Fly
But My Wings Have Been So Denied

Artiste & Lyrics: Alice In Chains
Album: Dirt